I think I get it.
The fact that You love me just because You made me. Because You made me with love and affection and care. You know the good, the bad and the ugly and you still look deeper - underneath all the baggage and barriers.
You just love me; not because of anything I do or don't do or even what or who I am or am not. I can't impress You or earn or deserve Your love based on anything in me. And I can't convince You to love me less.
It's just a fact. You love me because You just do. I don't even think it is a choice on Your part. It's just part of who You are. The love exudes from You. You can't deny it to anyone or dish it out on only the well-deserving. You just love. You just do.
Oh, how I wish I could be better for you! You deserve so much better and so much more from me; from my life. You deserve a more diligent me; a more disciplined me; a bolder, more fearless me; a more determined and radical me; a more proactive me; a more useful me; a more loving, gracious and forgiving me; a more humble me; a more self-sacrificing me; a more believing me.
You deserve it ALL and get NOTHING.
I deserve NOTHING and get it ALL!
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