Lord, I don't want to live my life always making excuses, explaining my behavior, placing blame elsewhere, giving reasons why or why not - even to the point of deceiving my own self.
I want to be transparent with you - with myself. I want to have the courage to look and see what's really there and call it by it's name. I want to be free in the Truth.
No pretense. No acting. No pretending.
I want to concentrate on my own mistakes and on others victories and successes - not the other way around.
Humility. Transparency. Honesty.
Help me, please.
